I fear this months posts will remain few in number. (Now comes the repeated promise: I will try to update more often bla bla …)
I had statistics written test today. It wasn’t too difficult, though tougher than I expected. Still I am quite sure I managed to pass it, the only question is the mark I get. (Here it worths mentioning that in Hungary we have a different grading system. We give grades from 1 to 5 where 1 means failed while 2-5 are passed. 2 is sufficient 3 is average 4 is good and 5 is excellent.)
Then when I came home I played an unhealthy amount of Anarchy Online. I haven’t played for so long that I felt real hunger for a little Rubi-Ka air. I became level 134 and collected a number of dog-tags for the Commander Brock static mission.
Today I got a set of movies from my friend in DivX. We had great fun with my bro copying all the films on his hard drive witht he following method: He copied a CD using his DVD and in the same time I sent 2 other CDs on our home network with the help of my CD and CD-RW drives. Nifty. :)
After film copying was done we sat down to play a little outro-quake. We started a CTF with some bots and soon it became clear that the bots have no chance. (Not that we were sooo great players it was set really-really easy taking the fact into consideration that it is late and both uf us are tired.) Anyway to not to sink into boredom we started hitting each other with the RPG or the Railgun (friendly fire was off) to push the other into the lava… finally my brothrer joined the bots team and we could fight each other a little. We had lots of fun. :)
And there are very strange things happening around I can’t miss to mention. My father started to play with the thought to buy me a laptop computer. W00t! That would be uber indeed! Well it is just a plan only but I think he is determined to buy one in some time. To accelerate this I applied for the job to correct maths entrance exams for a maths entrance exam course of a university. I hope I will be selected and be able to earn some extra cash. Be honest, it is always welcome.
Waking up on Monday mornings is a pain. I really have to reorganise my timetable next semester so that I won’t need to attend 8 o’clock lectures. I am really looking forward to this because - sadly - freshmen always get a ready-made timetable and there is no chance to change it really. Needless to mention that this means 8 o’clock lectures on every single day…
In general I am happy or at least balanced and satisfied. I have all my work done at AIESEC so I can concentrate on learning for my exams next week. And as October 23 - a national holiday in Hungary - is on Wednesday I can go home on Tuesday as I have no classes on Thursday. (W00t I really have to make a sentence that contains all the days of the week… it’s so confusing ;)
I am going to the cinema on Tuesday (days again… ;) to watch Bloody Sunday. I am pretty much excited about the movie. I hope it will bring back the feeling of the long gone English lessons in Grammar School. (I wouldn’t ever have thought of that I would be this much sentimental about English classes half a year later. Well, seems I am…) What I expect is that the movie is historically correct and has some love in it. Love is a must. If I lack it in my everyday life at least I want to watch it in movies.
I was told I use too much emoticons and triple dots… ;) Not… at… all.. :)
No update for more than a week. Shame on me. The main reasons are being busy and the lack of computers connected to the net. Still I am trying to do my best and update as much as possible. However the week of half-semester exams is approaching fast. Very fast indeed. This means I have to force myself to sit down and learn statistics, mathematical analysis, law and sociology. Brrr.
Many things happened since last update. We played Diablo 2 through in a weekend with my brother. It was a lot of fun. I watched {xXx} and {Insomnia}. I liked the latter and enjoyed the former. And… well nothing else comes to my mind now.
I feel broken. Depression overwhelms me. I suck at work (AIESEC), suck at school, anything I try to do is unsuccessful. Even the weather is sad. I need to find something that pulls me out of this misery…
This weekend meant more fatigue than recreation for me. I stayed at my accomodation at Budapest for Saturday to help my brother buy his new computer (a damn good one compared to mine). Then at home we set up a network and played some multiplayer games together which we have been planning a for a long time now. However now my train back starts in no time and I have to pack and travel again which I pretty much hate. One can hardly gasp for air on the trains at this time that much crowded they are. This makes the route back very exhausting and unpleasant. And next week won’t be easy either I fear… May I be blessed with strength!
Life is complicated. I am writing this entry in the AIESEC office again, however I will have to go to the so called ‘Salthouse’ (The building was used to store salt originally, now it is the computer laboratory of the uni.) because here the ftp transfers are blocked. The problems is finding a free computer is as likely as spotting a white raven. (Hungarian saying)
Yesterday film was OK, it had an athmosphere reminding me of the Fallout games for some reason. And I misspelled the name of Courteney Cox (missing an e ;). The best thing about the movie I think that it was subtitled so I could listen to authentic US speech for one and a half our. ;)
Note a couple of hours later: Idealism is very dangerous. I couldn’t update the site at the comp. lab of course. There were lessons being held in all damn eight rooms there. Luckily I could sneak into my father’s office…
Busy days follow even more busy days. Yesterday there was an AIESEC meeting, and today there will be another one plus I am going to the cinema to see {3000 miles to Graceland}. I somewhat like Kevin Costner but I am absolutely curious about Courtney Cox… ;)
I might succeed in buying a Celeron 1GHz processor and my brother will get a computer as a present from our parents. You know what this means… LANparty@home! :) If everything goes well on Sunday we will be able to play together finally. I am thrilled.
The AIESEC-weekend was great indeed. :) Now I am quite positive about taking part in some of the AIESEC projects running at AIESEC BUESPA (I’ve just learned this, this is the official abbreviation of Budapest University of Economy and Public Administration). There will be meetings at which the projects are discussed and the tasks handed out. All this seems very professional just like in a company. ;)
Ack! More: Damn! I have to do german homework… I hate it because the things we learn are far beyond my knowledge, so I cannot understand half ot the things half of which I want. So I will be at the language-labor for a looong time… :(
I came home in order to resuplly myself with piles of food and clothes for the upcoming long week+end. I will go to a meeting organised for freshmen who want to know more about the student organisation {AIESEC}. I am interested in it an I think I will join it, this is why I will spend my weekend near the lake Balaton.
However this prevents me from going to the team-camp held at the same time for my and other five groups at a very pleasant mountanious place. Anyway, however much one would want to, he cannot split himself into two.
Ah, and the news that means a weak faded ray of light at the end of a very long and dark tunnel: I MAY have Internet at my accomodation. And more: a really fast one. :) This is however yet not sure and it is only a plan as I have been informed. Everyone cross your finger. I definately want Net! :)
Anyone knows the cell phone number of Mulder or Scully? I have experienced a supernatural phenomena this morning. I set my alarm clock yesterday night and went to sleep. However this morning I woke up at 8:15 (my mathematical analysis seminar started at 8:00) and my alarm clock was turned off. Creepy! Or I might have turned it off half dreaming but is that possible that I cannot remember that at all?
The bad thing is that I am going out tonight so there is a big chance that I will be late tomorrow morning too… c’est la vie :)